Weirdest dream of my entire life!

"Saint Michael, prince of the heavenly hosts, defend us in our daily battle"

Last night I dreamed the weirdest dream of my life. And in that dream I'm so so happy!.. But at the same time it freaks me out a lot! I think this is what God wants me to believe in. I actually have the powers to defend myself from dark forces. And sometimes, it makes me feel great, protected and shielded from the dark powers. I'm not lying, to tell the truth, I'm also very scared. Someone, told me in my dream or somehow- I just know that theres dark forces trying to pull me down. But I believe it's not just me. I believe it's the whole world. From what I know, Satan works in this world. They prowl around the world, seeking for the ruin of souls.


Last week, or so, I watched a true story on Astro called - 'The Exorcism of Emily Rose'. Most scenes of my dream are actually related to that story. I don't know what to conclude my weird dream. I can remember it so clearly. Except for the words I uttered during my battle with the dark forces. I still remember the responsibility and fear I had in my dream. To be honest, I can feel it now, too. God actually wants to remind me that His children have the authority to cast out evil from within us in the name of Jesus. I remember the happiness and gratefulness I felt after I've been freed from the dark chains. I cried and thanked Lord for this, even as a sinful human We, as His children has special powers from God.

Just as written in the Bible - Genesis 3: 15 - 'I will make you enemies, you and the woman , your offspring and her offspring. He will crush your head and you will strike his heel.' That shows we can overcome evil with great protection and power. Do not let our souls suffer of worldly things. Instead, be prepared for the eternal, heavenly pleasure. Amen.

Lately, I've been so stubborn and lazy - lazy to pray, lazy to study, lazy to be hardworking and lazy to read the Bible. I don't know what it is that actually bugs me and annoys me. But now I knew. My life is full of sorrow and darkness and selfishness that I can't really feel God's Holy presence anymore. I'm so lazy that Satan can easily drag me down - by using what you called - temptation. I've been thinking about this, and I decided to have a change. It didn't really work till now. For me, I'm lacking of faith, but God still continues to care and plan for our lives, Because He loves us. Deeply. Although we crucified Him with our sins.