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Hello Hello! It's been a long time since I really sit down and blog about something. Can you believe it I AM ACTUALLY ONLINING FROM MY SCHOOL?! Lame. But there's certainly a list of advantages being a librarian. Well, Don't tell anyone I am using the Internet for blogging this time..Don't wanna get caught hahaha. I'm very tired considering how late I sleep these days. School was ok tough, same old boring day as the others. The highlight of today's school hours would probably be the BM debate competition. 3A vs. 3B class. Great. 



I walked into the hall with low spirits and somewhat a little pain in my stomach due to God-knows-what. I've been sighing all day long thinking about homeworks and assignments that I've been avoiding and delaying, hoping that I would just 'POOF' into thin air and never come back. EVER.This year, life is colourless in comparison with the years before. Where things spice up so fast and anticipation builds. I stood on the school corridor, leaning against the wall looking skywards, despairing on my failing studies. My percentage of victory in studies are decreasing so rapidly I think I might drop dead on the spot if I ever got any C's again. PMR is less than 200 days and yet my objective and determination seems to stumble and forgotten over one word =FUN. I just need to breakaway from this culture that seems to be a magnet among students. 


People may walk in and out of my life but so what? I see the yellow brick road, so all I need to do is follow like Dorothy did right? I won't meet any cowardly lion or a heartless tin man like Dorothy do but I'll meet new people, share and taking in new experiences out there. 'Ding Dong' and the whole world was opened up before you, if you hate it then it will swallow you up just like that. Meh. I still hope I could gear up and strive for the best in every exam coming soon. Knowledge talks and wisdom listens. But I know in my heart and soul that I hardly listen. So, 'for things to change, I need to change first' is the words I would read every time I walk down the school corridor. Hanging so high,  motivating us yet no one but me seems to notice it. My hardship of my youth days seared me emotionally therefore the stress. So, to keep me from drying up inside out, I must make a change, that is certain.

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