PMR Wrap Up

Hello readers! How are you? I'm back!! Gosh how I miss blogging.  I hate the regretful feeling when I want to blog before the PMR exam is over. Well cheers to reality it's all OVER now. I can finally sit back and goyang kaki lol. Tomorrow my classmates are planning another outing in town. I had no idea what I want to do there, but friends are the best company. Besides, mum and dad are coming to Sandakan on the 26th and I'm so excited!!! So basically, I need to buy some stuffs to make their stay here a welcomed one. Even the shower foam in the bathroom has run out :O These days the weather is a bit damp, don't you think?

Anyway, I can't wait to celebrate my first confirmation in church with them! It's also the first time dad's coming to visit, I sure hope there will be no last minute changes. My confirmation is on the 29th of October which is just a few days after my parent's arrival. I had my white dress ready months earlier and mum agreed to buy me a pair of white socks :D. Oh, in case you don't know what is confirmation, in Catholic Church, it is one of the 7 sacraments that we receive. Confirmation is special because it is the stage where we are empowered and strengthened by the Holy Spirit. In my 15 years of life, I had received the sacrament of Baptism when I was barely one year old and Holy Communion 3 years back. I am so on the top I can't describe my feeling! It's time to take my relationship with Jesus to the next level and experience His love and service deeper. I strongly believe by 'God can do the impossible' and miracles do happen!!

10/10/11 - 3.55 p.m sharp - Would be one of the historical day in my life as it marks the last day of the PMR exam for me. Of all the 7 subjects I took, I hope I could pass with flying colours. Yet, it's dangerous to put my hopes too high on it. I'm afraid of it's outcome. Best solution? make a 'don't-know don't-care' face and live the liberty walk life while it lasts. Cuz I know, in a few months' time, there will be a more serious study, a stiffer mountain to climb.

Towards PMR, I learned a few lessons;

#1 - Idling most of the time throughout the year will have to make you pay your debts when the exam is at the eleventh hour. - and that is not beautiful at all.

#2 - Never enslave yourself to all source of temptation (e.g the Internet - my no.1 enemy, and sleep - my no.2 enemy lol). They are not so bad to deserve the title 'enemy' but when it comes to studies, it needs a little label for me to filter the good from the bad.

#3. - Extensive reading but less exercises on the particular subject will be less effective if you want to retain it in your memory. My memory is like a tiny mustard seed when it comes to educational 'things' to remember. Hence, the exercises haha.

#4. Do past year questions from past year PMR question books on sale. Should've pay more attention to that. It helps me to be familiar with the type, format and even the level of the questions.  I only manage to do Geography and Math :O

#5. Do model test questions 2-3 months before the exact PMR comes around. (Some questions are quite the same as the actual PMR :D) *wink wink 

#6. Eat more, sleep less. Need nutrients from food, not junk food..LOL I don't know how much junk I had stuffed into my body throughout the year. Luckily My body weight is still maintained. 

#7. Don't take the exams too lightly!! Sigh.

#8. Sleep early (duh! =.=)

And that's what I SHOULD have been up to this year. Without a doubt this year has to be the most busiest year of my life. Too much new  things to try on, new surroundings to fit it. new time table, new way of self management, and the list goes on and on. Hey, being a teen is only ONCE in our lifetime so I need to embrace it no matter how bad it may turn out to be. Sometimes our past is what makes us who we are today, right? I had too much already, but life don't just stop when you wanted it too. Imagine if only I got a time machine, I want to turn back time back to 1st of January 2011 XD. Maybe the road would be a steadier one. Wrong turns would be avoided and wise decisions would be made. If only...if only...haizz..My BM paper? Not so good. English and Geography is better. Science and Sejarah 50-50...M3 is ok la but my Perdagangan & Keusahawanan is on dangerous line Arghhh!!!!!

I can't see my destination yet, though I know where it is. Despite that, the journey is more important and is irreversible once the first step is taken. Only lessons could be learned, yet time does not have a rewind button to press. How absurd if everyone has a chance to rewind - everyone would succeed -everyone succeed - no one fail - if no one fail, so there's no true winner. Now that's what I call a DULL, MEANINGLESS, UNFAIR life. Maybe next time I'll have a fairy godmother and she'll make a more discipline child. Bibbidi bobbidi boo! Straight A's every year hahaha! Somehow,dreams should be kept in  dreams...cause they would never come true, maybe they will, but reality works in a different way. What I got in my hands is hope. It  is the same hope since the first step I took into this world. A world of competition, a world of battlefield.